Monday blues struck when I put my hand on my face and slouched while I was going through my paperwork. The long weekend literally made me feel groggy when I woke up in the morning. 3 days of getting stuffs, snooker and mahjong was great man, haha.. Won a bit of $$$ in blackjack after the mahjong session. Courtesy of some friends wahaha. Leslie was in a crazy form, almost anything that involved money he would win.

Left work zun zun on the dot after work at 6pm and rushed off to SIM. Guess what? Dozed off just a few bus stops away and missed the stop. CB man... Took a cab and the cab almost brought me to SIM Headquarters instead. "Yo you going where huh? I suppose to go to SIM at Namly Ave? Now we reaching SMU!" "Huh? SIM at Namly Ave? I thought at Clementi?" "Aiya got another branch la!" He was embarrassed that he never heard where I wanted to go properly and own backside itchy bring me to the one he ASSUMED i wanted to go so he restarted the meter... Wahaha.. Actually made not much diff la but I appreciated the fact he did.

During break, I headed for the last two pieces of cake that was remaining after i went to the toilet then two ladies seated there asked me where I was working, coz they noticed I'm always late. Replied "town", where you stay, "east" they probably think I'm siao ting tong, which i think i am too.. sigh. And there's nothing I can do about it.

Lesson time did a quiz. Then the lecturer told us the quiz was basically "How much would you go to backstab someone to get to the top" To my horror I had a box-office hit in the scoring department! Am I such a sucker? If am, how come I not yet at the top ah? But then again, maybe it meant I had the potential... depends whether I am willing to go all out for it, to be the God of Fuckers.. Well, I just feel that whatever a person does, conscience must be clear that's all. What about you? For what you know, you might be a natural backstabber and you do it all the time without knowing it at all! Anyway, I believe all of us have some point in time done it whether intentionally or unintentionally. No one is perfect.

Generally I think backstabbers may get ahead earlier but it is just a matter of time when others find out what a shithead you are and the repercussions comes and you fall hard. So, be true to yourself. In fact, successful people actually spend most of their time building up their social network and communicating with people. But of course I'm not talking about the guy whose social network only consists of every Vivian, Priscillia, Sofia that he met at Zook la. I'm still working on my socialising skills, kinda hard when you're the new guy and all eyes are on you to sniff out the tiny little bad points that you possess.

Till i rant again...